LyaJohn

What am I doing, thinking about something, thinking about anything, doing nothing but everything in my head.... This annoyance of how to fill the void with thoughts and voices, to fill it up with dreams that are more likely not to happen at all, thoughts about what I should feel and how should I behave, what to do, what to think.... Should i speak, I just want to be alone, but not to be left alone for so long, do you think of me even when we don't speak or write to each other? I feel kinda weird, like I'm missing something. I don't really know if you do things on purpose, I didn't notice until recently, sometimes the things you show me and h

You told me that you looked for me before even talking with me I told you I looked for you after talking with you, but I could not find you. You found me and we enjoyed talking, knowing and flirting with each other, We could not get enough of each other… we talked hours and hours… Driving almost 350km to see someone you never met before… why? Having one of the best weekends of my life passing it with you, because of you I told you all my problems in advance and still you throw them in my face. I don’t speak much, but at least I hear… I might think I’m always right, but I keep that to myself so I won’

It feels kinda lonely on this galaxy without you...

When you think everything is lost And there’s no one or nowhere to turn to… Something happens… Your world is turned upside down… The feelings hit hard and you don’t know what’s happening, You don’t know how to express yourself, You don’t know what to do or what to feel. It’s something different, something new. Then fear strikes, But what if this is just a dream, it’s surreal, it’s wonderful… But what if? Don’t fear something you don’t know, Embrace it, learn it, live it, free it… Involve yourself and don’t be afraid of the unknown, You never

When I think you can't hurt me no more, you surprise me with yet another crushing memory of you. To think somehow you once loved me it's a mere illusion, everything I thought about you it's vanishing into oblivion, because you have been crushing it for the last four to five months. To think I could love such a disgrace of a man, that makes me feel like I'm nothing, just some other girl you've fucked for seven years... to trash it without considering what I was going trough, just simply saying, "What would you expect, I've moved on with my life" Yes you've moved on from one woman to another with no wasted time, like if you where changing car